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Well....I had my first day back at work in twelve weeks...my first day back since the birth of my beautiful daughter...my first day back as a relatively "skinny" girl (well--skinnier than I was at nine months pregnant...LOL).
So, do you think it was a good day or a bad day???
It was a GREAT day!! I so love my job!! I fell back into the groove of things without missing a beat...it felt like I had never been gone at all.
Of course I thought of Carly, talked about her non-stop, missed her like crazy and showed off pictures I took this morning so I could look at her chubby cheeks all day. But it was not overwhelmingly sad like I thought it would be.
And the best part?? Angela sent me a text message to say that she was drinking her bottles!! Go Carly!!! That made me VERY happy!! I was glad to get the text,a s I promised myself I would not call at all today to check on her...my reasoning was that I didn't want to call and hear her being miserable in the background becaause that would have broken my heart and there would have been nothing I could have done about it. But she did great!!
Posted by MommyRN at 6:32 PM 0 comments
Why is it that I get all my great writing ideas at night, when I am comfy cozy in bed?? I mean come on, when faced with the choice of getting out into the cold, cold night to put pen to paper (or fingers to keyboard...LOL) or stay nice and warm in my little "nest" (imagine lots of pillows and a fluffy blanket!), of course I'm going to choose to stay put. I tell myself that I will remember it in the morning...and then I never do! I might remember some bits and pieces of it, but I never remember the really good stuff.
I had a fabulously sarcastic and witty blog all thought out the other night...I even edited it in my head to make it even more hilariously fantabulous, but, alas, I awoke the next morning and it was gone...POOF! Suffice it to say, the blog world has suffered a great loss in that it will never get to see that thigh-slappingly funny blog.
Maybe I need to get one of those little recorder things like I see on TV..."milk, eggs, butter"...you know the one I am talking about. But, then again, I might have a hard time explaining to Steve why I am dying laughing at 3 o'clock in the morning!
Posted by MommyRN at 2:12 PM 1 comments
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Wow--I have been soooo absolutely busy over the last week. I have been trying to jam pack all sorts of stuff into my last couple of weeks off work. I start back a week from Tuesday, and while I am looking forward to being with my work "peeps," I am feeling this incredible sadness at leaving Carly. This is the youngest I have ever had to leave a baby--I know she is too young to remember that I am away from her, but I feel like her soul will know. I know that sounds crazy. I am also freaking out because she refuses to take a bottle. Angela was able to get her to take a little bit the other day, but I worry about how she will eat when I am away from her for over 12 hours at a time. I bought her a bottle shaped like a breast yesterday, but she hates it too. Uggghhh... She has been awfully clingy lately, like she knows something is up. I will miss our naps and just holding my sweet baby girl all day, without a care in the world. I will miss picking up Landon from school every day...it's our special time. I will miss hanging out with Ryan on his days "off"...just me and him and his "cute baby Cahdy."
I am trying to finish the room in the garage...without any help. So as you can imagine, it is slow going. All that's left is to finish texturizing the ceiling, paint, and install carpets. Oh, and install some closet doors, but that is going to take some finagling b/c the area is very wide.
I bought a "Miracle Blanket" for Carly yesterday, and, boy, let me tell you, it lives up to its name. It truly is a miracle, because my sweet angel slept for almost NINE hours last night!! Of course, I was hurting very bad (the girls...hehe) and a hilarious encounter with the pump ensued at around 6:00 this morning. That my friends, is a post for another day...but lets just say it involved some leaking, spraying and changing clothes.
Well--Carly is ten weeks old now, and I will have to post some of her pictures from this past week when I have the time.
Posted by MommyRN at 7:29 PM 0 comments
Important announcement:
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I am a very sensitive person...so much so that I cringe when I hear people make hurtful/insensitive comments to OTHER people. It makes me indignant or hurts my feelings for the recipient of the comment...it's especially worse when the comment is unintentional. Does that make sense??
I am always and forever thinking things in my mind so that when I open my mouth to speak I do not hurt someone or offend them. (Now those that reeeaaaallllly know me, know that I may be full of gossip, but at least it is not hurtful gossip!) For instance...I was at Lowe's the other day and the customer service girl happened to be African American. She was having to bust some butt's of the other workers...I almost made the comment that she needed to crack that whip b/c she was the slave driver for the evening. YIKES--luckily, I thought it through before I said it. Or maybe if I am around someone that is a little overweight, I will not say any comments like "shut your big fat mouth"...that's not something I would say anyway, but just trying to give an example....albeit a lame one.
So imagine my surprise yesterday when Steve told me that I say hurtful things all the time. WHAT? He couldn't really give me any examples to back up what he said, but still... I think his comment to me was, "Well, you do that all the time." EXCUSE ME?? It really threw me for a loop. Here's someone that is supposed to know me better than most, and this is what he thinks about me? It doesn't match how I see myself, so who is right? Am I deluding myself into thinking I am this nice, conscientious person when I'm really not? That really hurt my feelings...and I am still trying to wrestle with it.
And to top it off...he later told me that I have no decorating taste. I might just spit in his piece of homemade pumpkin pie...LOL
Posted by MommyRN at 2:54 PM 0 comments
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Wanted: Someone extraordinarily special to care for my family. This wonderful person will cook three different meals nightly to satisfy the ever-changing tastes of my picky children and husband. She will be expected to clean the kitchen with no help from anyone who just ate the fruits of her labor. She will also clean each room thoroughly at least twice daily...usually more, due to children who don't grasp the concept of picking up toys and a husband who likes to leave stuff out. The bathrooms are especially important, as you will find dirt in the tub, beard hairs on the counter and toothpaste specks on the mirror, even if you just cleaned it an hour ago. Laundry is a must...as in "you must do four loads of laundry a day or you will face an insurmountable mountain of dirty, stinky clothes." I'm sure it has something to do with children who change clothes three times a day and husbands who like to toss wet towels waaaaaaay in the back behind the basket. Duties also include picking up whiny children from school and daycare, as well as providing hours of after school entertainment. Don't be intimidated by shouts of "you're mean" and "you NEVER let me do anything fun"--these are just phrases that children use to show their love and affection. In addition, you will provide 24/7 infant care to a beautiful princess, as no one else in the house can be bothered to pick her up when she's crying. It really doesn't matter if your hands are full or you are right in the middle of a task, you will hear heavy sighs and snide remarks if you ask for help. Don't ever forget that you are Superwoman. Also included in your daily routine are homework, bathtime and bedtime rituals which will take up most of the evening, leaving you with little down time.
Other non-daily duties include but are not limited to: single-handedly paying the monthly bills in full despite all the frivolous spending by male members of this family. Planning and carefully crafting a shopping list, which you will then discard as you try to push one cart filled with three lovely, albeit bratty kids, and drag another behind you to fill with over-priced groceries. You must also be a boo-boo kisser, a fight breaker-upper, and the giver of different forms of punishment, as what works today will not necessarily work tomorrow.
You must have an always sunny disposition, as you are not allowed to be cranky...well, you can be cranky, but you must never show it or you will be subjected to the same heavy sighs and snide comments as above. Come to think of it, you will be subjected to heavy sighs and snide comments no matter what.
It will also help if you have a full time job in addition to the job here...it is expected that the wife, as stated before, will be Superwoman.
If any of this sounds like you, PLEASE come save me, as I QUIT!
Posted by MommyRN at 7:02 AM 2 comments
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To my dearest little angel face:
Posted by MommyRN at 7:32 PM 0 comments
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I had an epiphany today...the kind that sneaks up and smacks you on the forehead...you know, a true V-8 kind of moment. I REALLY shouldn't bake when I am sleep deprived.
For some reason, I am very, very tired today. Carly slept OK last night, so I am betting it is just life crashing full force that's causing me to be so exhausted.
I have to make Landon a cake tonight because tomorrow we will celebrate his birthday at my mother's house. Let me list the things I did wrong to this poor, defenseless cake. I forgot to add the vanilla (no biggie, I am guessing); while mixing, I let go of the spoon and it tangled in the beaters , causing massive amounts of chocolate batter to splatter all over me, the counter, the stove, the floor; instead of putting the batter in THREE 8 inch pans, I put it in TWO because that's all I have. So when I smelled burning chocolate and my cake had only been in the over 15 minutes, I knew something was wrong. Yep--the cake was oozing and dripping all over the sides of my pan, and burning on the bottom of the oven.
So not only did I get to clean me, the counter, and the floor, but now I get to clean the oven. And to top it all off, Ryan had yet ANOTHER poop incident and I had to clean the carpet, his toilet seat and his pants. Yay me!
All I can say is this cake better taste pretty darn good!!!
Posted by MommyRN at 3:39 PM 0 comments
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Yesterday was Landon's sixth birthday. We did the whole "it's your birthday, so you get to choose what we do" thing. Landon chose to eat pizza at Joe's Pizza and then go to Nickelmania to play some games. In between those two activities, we ate cake and Landon opened his presents. We got him a bike a couple of weeks ago, so he only had some token gifts to open. And wouldn't you know that he was most impressed with a grab bag from the Dollar Tree. Come on now, it was filled with pencils, play-do, a slinky and a foam gun, but it was his "best" gift. Umm, hello?? I guess I'll take the bike back. LOL. He does love his bike, and has become quite proficient at riding it! I also went to Landon's school and had lunch with him...I let him choose the menu, and he asked for beef tips with rice and broccoli. Even his teacher was impressed at his culinary taste! I could tell he was excited to be able to sit at the special table and eat lunch, but after a while, he grew bored and begged to be done so he could sit with his friends. So much for that...
Life with Landon has been difficult starting the day he was born. I pushed for over two hours because he was posterior, only to have the doctor manually turn him. Can you say "OUCH"?? He suffered from numerous ear infections, only to get tubes in his ears at 6 months of age. He was born with an ear remnant, only to have it surgically removed at 18 months old. (The same plastic surgeon who separated the Egyptian twins was the one who performed Landon's surgery. It looks great now and you'd never know he had it done.) Landon's personality is so much like mine; I think that is why we clash. He is a perfectionist, Type-A, talkative (oh so talkative), very sensitive soul. Does that sound like anyone you know??? The traits that I do not like about myself are the ones I see when he "acts out."
So I am left to be amazed that Landon and I made it to six years...(just kidding, sort of)...here's to the next six being not so rough.
As soon as I quit being lazy, I will post pictures of him from yesterday!
Posted by MommyRN at 1:19 PM 1 comments
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There are days when I see certain expresssions on Carly's little face that remind me so much of Ryan as a baby. Then there are days when I think that Carly looks like her own little self...definitely a Caro, but her own person...make sense??
Posted by MommyRN at 7:17 AM 2 comments
This weekend was Austin's football playoff game for Denton Youth Football League. This was his last year to play for them, as he is turning THIRTEEN (!!!!) in a couple of months. He has worked hard over the years, and has turned into quite the talented little athelete. He had some really good plays as quaterback, and an awesome flying tackle during defense. But, alas, a win was not meant to be. These poor boys were very upset about losing, but none more so than Austin...he really wanted to go to the "Super Bowl" of DYFL. But on a positive note, he was hand picked to play in a two day football tournament this coming weekend...only the best get picked! Go, Austin!!
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So Carly's pedi's office called this morning and said that the urine culture came back negative. She never had a UTI in the first place. I am left wondering why the original urinalysis was positive for an infection? I thought maybe contamination, but the sample was obtained via catheter. Wonder if it had anything to do with the nurse's technique...as he did retry with the SAME catheter. It happened so fast that I didn;t have time to say anything about him re-using the catheter, and after all was said and done, I didn't want her to have to go through that ANOTHER time. Any insights??????
Posted by MommyRN at 6:45 PM 0 comments
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It's been a hectic couple of days here...
Posted by MommyRN at 9:07 AM 1 comments
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Posted by MommyRN at 8:37 PM 0 comments
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It really irritates me to no end to see Chistmas stuff up already. Come on now, it's not even Thanksgiving yet and everywhere I go, it looks like red and green, Santa and his little elves, and silly old reindeer have exploded all over the place. Can I please enjoy my autumn before Santa and his minions take over??
Add that to all the greed that surrounds us and that I deal with at this time of year from certain people, and you can clearly see why Christmas no longer appeals to me. Not really, but that is how I feel today after a night of Christmas shopping for gifts that nobody is going to appreciate anyway. I want to go back to the good ol' days when Christmas was about family and togetherness, not "here's what you're gonna get me" (yes, I have actually had someone tell me that) and Christmas lists a mile long. This Christmas is going to be a little tight this year, as I have one more kiddo to buy for (although she won't know the difference) and I am still on maternity leave from work. If I am scaling back on my own kids gifts, then why should I spend a bunch of money for other people to have a better Christmas than my own children? Does that even make sense? Sorry I am "scrooging" right now.
I want to go look at lights (closer to the actual day, of course), make cookies and hot chocolate with my kids, decorate our tree while listening to carols, and, most importantly, celebrate and remember the REAL reason for Christmas...Jesus! I want to see the look of joy on my sweet babies faces when experiencing all the good, love, and togetherness that Christmas has to offer. I want to abolish the greed, pettiness and ungrateful attitudes that I know I will be seeing.
*Sigh* I really DO love the Christmas season. I just wish it wasn't so commercialized.
Posted by MommyRN at 8:52 AM 1 comments
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As you can well imagine, life with a two year old is NEVER dull. Lots of talk has been made about the dreaded, awful, horrifying terrible two's. But it looks like I might have dodged a bullet this time around!! While Ryan does have his moments of two-ness, for the most part he is such a sweet and amazing child!! (Of course what mother doesn't think that about HER child??!!)
So I decided to journal some of the cute (and not-so-cute) things he does and says, so that I will always remember life with a two year old!!
--The other night, as I was getting Ryan to bed, I told him, "Night-night, Baby." And he told me, "Night-night, Baby Mommy." Definite melt-my-heart moment!
--Recently, he has started to use the corner of the kitchen when he, umm, fills his diaper. Each and every time, he comes running out of the kitchen and says in this very excited, sweet little voice, "Poo poo come out!" As if I had any doubt it would, RyRy!
--He loves to carry "monies" around...usually it is just a couple of pennies or so. When I ask him what he is going to do with his money, he tells me, very excitedly, "Pay gamessss!" Which means he wants to go to "Kuck Keese" (Chick E Cheese).
That's all that comes to mind right now...I know there's a million more I'm not thinking of...
Posted by MommyRN at 3:00 PM 0 comments
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Carly turned six weeks old yesterday!! I was saying something to Steve about it and his comment was, "She's only six weeks?? It seems she's been here a lot longer than that." It REALLY does seem like she's older.
So what's new with Carly?? Nothing much...still the same eating, sleeping, and pooping machine as always...LOL. Although last night she slept for a 4 hour stretch, ate, and then turned around and slept another 3 1/2 hours!! Go, Carly!!!
Alas, the Princess is awake and crying, so more later!
Carly--One Week Old
Carly--Two Weeks Old (with a diaper hat...silly Mommy!)
Carly--Three Weeks Old
Carly--Four Weeks Old
Carly--Five Weeks Old (First smiles!!)
Carly--Six Weeks Old (She's not a very happy baby today..Miss Cranky Pants)
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I think I will rename my family "Leslie and the Funky Bunch" because my children REALLY are a funky bunch...LOL.
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